Saturday, November 21, 2009

Suddenly feel that recently got nothing to post but got a lot of stuffs going on inside my head..
in pain these few days..
getting sick and tired of it...
really hope it will all end soon...

sometimes, i really feel that ignorance is bliss...
I still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time 9:52 PM

Friday, October 30, 2009

okay. shall blog so as to keep the blog alive.
got into OCMC..
dunno good or bad thing with all the GB stuffs coming up... and operation.
having a minor operation which carries risk (according to my mother) on monday... pray for me please... mother said she injected 3 injections in the gums before the dentist started to cut open the gums, drill the teeth, pull it out and stitch the gums back again...):

tomorrow got first aid lesson to prepare us for first aid competition next year...
den now gotta research on self help groups, GB company in a country in Asia, family services, neighbourhood police posts and planning of a party for Ju Eng Home.. need do scrapbook also.. sigh.

I still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time 5:00 PM

Friday, October 9, 2009

Martyn Layzell
Lost In Wonder
VERSE 1:
You chose the cross with every breath
The perfect life, The perfect death
You chose the cross
A crown of thorns you wore for us
And crowned us with eternal life
You chose the cross
And though your soul was overwhelmed with pain
Obedient to death You overcame

CHORUS:
I'm Lost in wonder
I'm lost in love
I'm lost in praise forevermore
Because of Jesus' unfailing love
I am forgiven
I am restored

VERSE 2:
You loosed the chords of sinfulness
And broke the chains of my disgrace
You chose the cross
Up from the grave victorious
You rose again so glorious
You chose the cross
The sorrow that surrounded you was mine
"Yet not my will but yours be done" You cried



I still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time 2:38 PM

我刚觉得做父母的有够难的...
当他们关心我们时,我们觉得他们很烦..
但当他们不关心我们时, 我们就说他们不管我们....
那我们到低要他们做什么呢?

im not pin-pointing anyone.. its just how i feel...


I still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time 2:29 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009

im doubting my own ability now..
have i really tried or given my best?
im just back to where i started from. and maybe worse.

will things get better ?
do i really have to give it up?
is there really no hope?
did i placed too much/high expectations?
maybe i expected too much.
maybe i ruined things.
maybe i shouldnt even have made myself to believe that things would work out fine.
maybe i shouldnt have placed all my trust.
maybe i shouldnt have committed that much.

but i did.. so what can i do now ?

I still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time 5:30 PM